All I Want

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The power went out the other day and this song came out too.

The first line of this song pretty much sums it up..."I don't want to have to love you". Love should be something that wells up from within and flows over. If I have to remind myself to love than i need to look under the hood real deep and make some tweaks so that love is an automatic expression of who I am...not some cloak i'm trying to disguise myself in. The chorus represents a sort of meditation complete with chanting 'ahhhhhh's.

I tweaked this tune, remixed and uploaded it to MySpace which you can find at:

http://www.myspace.com/thestereocraticparty

The MySpace version of this song is an updated version...it's not the same one as on this page. It's currently available for download at MySpace too!

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Lyrics

ALL I WANT
©2007 Ray Kainz

I don’t want to have to love you
I don’t want to feel like I have to care
So I don’t dare

I don’t want to have to hurt you
I don’t want to feel like I’m unaware
Like I’m not even there

It all seems silly so ridiculous
I’m in the middle between that and this

All I want to do
ahhhhhhhhh
All I want to feel
ahhhhhhhhh
All I want to be
ahhhhhhhhh
All I want to see
ahhhhhhhhh
All I want
All I want

I don’t want to have to turn away
I don’t want to have to watch what words I say
Hey – who let you in anyway?

I don’t want to have to praise you
Have to pray
Is it really true what I’m given I must use
Or lose?

This isn’t working I’d much prefer that
But this keeps meeting me right where I’m at

All I want to do
ahhhhhhhhh
All I want to feel
ahhhhhhhhh
All I want to be
ahhhhhhhhh
All I want to see
ahhhhhhhhh
All I want
All I want

Song Stats

Hits: 2806
Comments: 38
Fans: 27
Plays: 455
Downloads: 16
Votes: 21
Uploaded: Jan 20, 2007 - 02:57:46 PM
Last Updated: Jan 24, 2007 - 05:00:22 AM Last Played: Oct 10, 2009 - 01:30:03 PM

Song License

Creative Commons License:
Attribution-NoDerivs-NonCommercial

Song Actions

Keywords:

decision (3), middle (4), stuck (6), meditation (51), love (1147), ray kainz (2), The Stereocratic Party (1), devotion (8), second nature (1), new life (2), reborn (2)

Hardware:

G4 Dual 1.42 1GIG RAM
Glyph Project-X Hard drive
M-Box
Rode NT-1 mic for VOX and acoustic guitar
Shure SM57 for electric guitar
Mackie 24-8 mixer
Alesis 3630 compressor
Marshall JMP 50w amp head
custom Pyramid Speaker Cab with Fender speaker
Alvarez Yairi Acoustic guitar
Hamer Custom Gold-top electric guitar
Ibanez G10 Soundgear bass

Software:

GarageBand for tracking and mixing
ProTools for "mastering"

Comments

	Agent Stewie said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)
	Wow! If you write songs like this in the dark, I'd be afraid to see what you could do in the light. Well done. Very cool chorus too.

eleveneyes	eleveneyes said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	dark i'm afraid of what i could do in the light too. That's why i try to keep myself in the dark as much as i can! --- We'll make enough love for everyone! Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

FEEL	FEEL said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)
	You never cease to amaze me Really good stuff...nice mix and the guitars sounds great! Check out my latest song called Pigs Fly

Norman Goodman

Norman Goodman said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)

Excellent Song
I am glad you stopped by my page or I may have not encountered this song. This is exceptional, I love the intricate transitions and powerful layers of harmony. Very melodic and has a cool 70s progressive rock vibe with a tinge of Beatlesque stylings. Arrangement and instrumentation are exceptional and the vocals are very good as well.
By the way very inventive guitar solo.

Check out my latest song called Sailing Across a Sea of Light Pt II

JOAN	JOAN said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)
	great harmony geeeeesh this is good! all i want....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh super mix! Check out my latest song called MUD

Vic Holman	Vic Holman said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)
	most impressive great song from the dark! some "america & beatleish style. really great epic arrangement. really liked Check out my latest song called One Step Over The Line

ledebutant	ledebutant said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)
	Hottentottentude You're one of the best musicians and writers we've got here and this song is just more evidence. I hope the power goes out at your house a lot. Maybe you could forget to pay the bill. Check out my latest song called Black Star (MJ Live Aid w/jgurner)

eleveneyes	eleveneyes said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	Hottentottentude please don't egg me on to NOT pay my bills. I have no problem whatsoever NOT paying bills. In fact...I could go weeks...sometimes months without paying bills. Thanks for stopping by and for your kind words. I really appreciate it! --- We'll make enough love for everyone! Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

	said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)
	Holy friholies Just excellent, top notch.. You need to get signed!

eleveneyes	eleveneyes said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	getting signed you should start a major record label and sign me! --- We'll make enough love for everyone! Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

K.I.S.KISMET	K.I.S.KISMET said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)
	Dang! lush, sleek sounds from every angle....cool tempo changes, awesome jam right before the last refrain. Superb all around! Check out my latest song called haud lux lucis

eleveneyes	eleveneyes said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)
	Thanks Thanks for stopping by Krystal! I really appreciate your time and thoughts. Now stop wasting your time and go create more mind blowing music!!!! --- We'll make enough love for everyone! Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

Scott Carmichael

Scott Carmichael said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)

Hey Ray
So very good ... you are so very good... I put you and I. Spike in the very top of the MJ class... you show such an emotional range.. all my sons have Don't Tell the Queen on their ipods(it kicks)...and I never told anyone I wrote it... and now then, here is a different direction with such a great impact... perfect storytelling...

complete respect here; Scott

Check out my latest song called Good Morning

eleveneyes	eleveneyes said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	Hey Scott Hey Scott - thanks for stopping by. That's funny....I put YOU and I. Spike in the tops of the MJ class...and PIE too! I wish I sang as smoothly as I. Spike though. Anyway, thanks a ton for your time and comments. Really really appreciate it! --- We'll make enough love for everyone! Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

bud	bud said 1023 days ago (January 20th, 2007)
	Woah - where'd this come from? What a great song - very XTC - and that's a really good thing by me. Also has an early Todd thing going on which is more than alright too. But beyond the comparisons - you've just produced a killer track here. Damn this is good. No crits all praise. And it just keeps getting more amazing. Wow. Check out my latest song called Expanding Toys (Halloween Remix)

eleveneyes

eleveneyes said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)

xtc & todd
I love XTC....the band. So any comparisons drawn to them I'll accept with open arms and open legs. Todd Rundgren actually played at a party my neighbor threw two summers ago. Lots of folks have mentioned him to me but I've never really delved into the wolrd of Todd....but I should...I've liked everything I've heard from him.

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We'll make enough love for everyone!

Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

jiguma

jiguma said 1023 days ago (January 21st, 2007)

Tight and smooth!
Great harmonies Ray - love the Hammond-sounding keys. Vocals could maybe come up a bit for my taste, but still clearly excellent. Guitars sound very smooth, and the tone is perfect. To me this would be a "pop" genre rather than "acoustic rock", but whatever it is, it's darn good! Beatle-esque in parts - especially the response harmonies towards the end. You've put a lot of work into this, and it shows.
Cheers,
Neil

Check out my latest song called Under My Skin

eleveneyes

eleveneyes said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)

yo Neil -
Hey Neil - yeah, i'm also starting to think that the vocals aren't present enough, so i'm gonna have to fix that. As far as the genre, I wasn't sure how to categorize this, pop always makes me think of Brittanny Spears and since I can't shake my booty like her and since i did use acoustic on this i just stuck it in the acoustic rock category but you're probably right on the genre thing too. Anyway...thanks for stopping by!

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We'll make enough love for everyone!

Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

thoddi	thoddi said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	Perfect What a good song. Radio ready hit! Loads of good stuff packed into this tune. I hear influences of the Beatles and classic rock/pop songs.. But you have made it your own, and it is impressive how you have arranged/performed and produced it. Great! Check out my latest song called Don't tell me what I can't w/KTB and Ingve

Einarus	Einarus said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	I've said it before... ...and I'll gladly say it again: "Dang, you're good". There is a certain touch of professionalism about your work that not many people on here have. I love it! -Einar S. Check out my latest song called Good Things Come in Fours

e46	e46 said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	Great sound! You've got a great sound going on here! It's airy, and I love the drums throughout. The acoustic is very well done as well. The harmonies work very well as well. Great tune! Check out my latest song called So Selfish (The FINAL FINAL version)

Pie	Pie said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	Respect Respect Pie Check out my latest song called Kaleidoscope (Single)

Sentinel	Sentinel said 1022 days ago (January 21st, 2007)
	No doubts here. Quality track! Check out my latest song called Pound Funk

8piscean8	8piscean8 said 1022 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)
	Nice! You should hook up with Robert and Dean DeLeo of STP fame. I think I might have mentioned this before but your vocal stylings are a lot like Weiland's (which I enjoy). However, you make this completely your own. Do you have a CD out? Check out my latest song called The End

eleveneyes

eleveneyes said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)

Nice!
hey Adam - thanks for your time and comments. If you have Robert or Dean's contact info I'll take it! Not sure if they'd take me though...Weiland is a monster singer but i appreciate the reference. I don't have a CD of my own stuff yet. I am involved with a few other bands who are also working on new recordings but as far as my solo stuff goes i do plan on releasing something but I'm just really focusing on the songs right now. Once I get 10 or 12 i feel real strong about the CD will be released. Maybe this year? Maybe not. Thanks again for listening!

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We'll make enough love for everyone!

Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)

I love the mellow chord...
progressions in this number... very reminiscent of some late sixties and early seventies music, as Vic mentioned. I always like your vocals and here is no exception. I do wish they were a little more up front, though... so as to match the impact of your very cool instrumentals. But I am really nit-picking here. This is floating around at the top of the cream of MJams.

eleveneyes	eleveneyes said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)
	hey Jack - nit-pick all you want Jack...that's the kind of stuff I want to hear. Jiguma also mentioned the vocal level thing and I agree with both of you, so thanks so much for listening and lending me your thoughts! --- We'll make enough love for everyone! Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

Doadars Uncle	Doadars Uncle said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)
	Cool This is very nice! Nice! Nice! Nice! Oh yes, nice. Check out my latest song called Capitalist's Drag

eleveneyes	eleveneyes said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)
	so.... I get the feeling you think this song is nice! Thanks for listening Doug...I really appreciate it! --- We'll make enough love for everyone! Check out my latest song called Here With You - Better MIX

macgalver	macgalver said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)
	ten And then some. Love this track. Sounds like you went for it. And it worked. Great job! I'm dling and faving now!!! Check out my latest song called First Sight

kevmikwa

kevmikwa said 1021 days ago (January 22nd, 2007)

Bud beat me to it
I am glad you take the XTC comparison kindly. I've got all their stuff (quite an accomplishment, as you prolly know) and this ranks with the best of it. I actually believe this is what Partridge and Co. would sound like were they still making music today (with you on vocals). I love the chordal movements, the skippy time sig, the smooth vox - it all just works so well. I hear your lyrics too - been in situations like that before.

Check out my latest song called Piece of Heaven

indigoblu

indigoblu said 1020 days ago (January 23rd, 2007)

RE: song
Very reminiscent of Howie Beck - if you know who he is - but he's good and you two share a similar 70's foundation of graceful melodies and concise and tasteful instumentation, not always typical of that period. Enjoyed it much. only thing I found a bit out of place was the guitar solo, but take that with a grain of salt, since I've never included a decent guitar solo in one of my songs. Keep it up!!

Check out my latest song called Home In Green (First Demo--RAW!!)

ktb	ktb said 1019 days ago (January 24th, 2007)
	Stunning Warm and fuzzy vibe almost immediately. The instrumental parts and harmonies were stratospherically good. Its so good I just need to close my eyes for a minute and breath slowly after it's over. Check out my latest song called off the deck (w/Z293)

Mcboy	Mcboy said 1019 days ago (January 24th, 2007)
	nice clean picking and tone on the rhythm guitars......really nice vocals/harmony.....u have a winner here..... Check out my latest song called Heros( aclarke/mcboy)

damiengh	damiengh said 1019 days ago (January 24th, 2007)
	nice These harmonies are really nice. Look forward to hearing more of your stuff. Thanks for this one. Check out my latest song called Tea and Scones

	said 1017 days ago (January 26th, 2007)
	Totally pro! Amazing stuff! This belongs on the radio! Be well! Logos Man: http://www.macjams.com/song/28378

Warren Smith	Warren Smith said 1017 days ago (January 26th, 2007)
	Sigh I guess you can't always get what you want .... Check out my latest song called Bells of St Augustine

I. Spike	I. Spike said 994 days ago (February 19th, 2007)
	Delicious! Great tune! Reminds me of all of the best things I like in: XTC, Owsley, The Beatles and a dash of Cheap Trick. You have a new fan! Check out my latest song called Mighty Cracker Fly

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Name: Ray Kainz

Hey. I play guitar and a few other things. I love writting and recording. check out my website at: www.TheStereoCraticParty.com or catch me on myspace at: www.myspace.com/thestereocraticparty www.myspace.com/raykainz check out my 3 pugs at:... [see more]

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